I love the way you said,
"Baby, I swear I love you."

Dear Diary,

FUCK MY PARENTS! seriously! unreasonable bunch of people!!
I listen to what they say but they want more.
My dad fucking said he allowed me to go out with other guys but not Justin. And just because I was already too close to him. And because I already lied to him last time so that i could go out with him. But i did say sorry, so what else does he fucking want! I already told him i cut down everything,
I WONT go out with him too often,
I WONT meet his family anymore,
I WONT go his house anymore,
I WONT go out with him 1 to 1 only,
Issent it already cutting down already. On my part, its hard to cut down but i still did it. I've met his parents for almost a year, and suddenly I stop meeting them, who knows they'll think I suddenly dislike them. All because my parents didnt want me to be so close in relationship.
I have to pull friends so that i could go meet him, and most of my friends always think that they feel so odd going out with us like lamp post. And i had to do all that just because my parents was afraid he'd do something bad to me. But think bout it, if he wanted to do something bad to me, won't he have already done it during that 1 year of relationship, why wait till now!

Dont you agree my parents are being too unreasonable when I already fucking OBEY what they want yet now they come and tell me, I just dont like you going out with him. WHAT THE FUCK MAN. whats wrong with you! We were planning on a hike tomorrow, just walking from place to place, trying to spend as little money as possible and no forms of transport, visiting tourist attraction and basically excisising at the same time. and it is totally unreasonable to tell me that they just dont want me to go out with him. LIKE SERIOUSLY, what bad things can he possibly do to me on a HIKE!?!?!???

I REALLY WISH MY PARENTS WERE READING ALL THIS CAUSE YOU ARE SERIOUSLY BEING TOOO UNREASONABLE AND OVER PROTECTIVE.
Though Im a girl, but I HAVE A RIGHT to be treated as a normal human! NOT A PRISONER. Told my dad that since he still doesnt trust us at all, why dont he meet with Justin but nooo, he doesnt what. he totally dont want to solve things, he just wants things HIS WAY. Always saying its to protect me, for my safety, But hear this, the more u mess a child's life, the more the child is rebellous. and this is true. Fucking selfish unreasonable human being.

COLLEEN;
short & sweet.




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