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Dear Diary,

I feel like screaming my lungs out now. i'm totally feel pressured for art. art was never a problem for me, NEVER! Ms ho, my ex art teacher, calls me stubborn. well, at least then, i know what i was doing and where i was heading. but now ever since i've got Mr lim as art teacher. my art is in a mess, not a total mess, just mess.
Now that my art is like a product making, there's so many parts of it. firstly, making the product itself. secondly comes the drawings and some 3D stuff. the first part is already a confuse mess. big question: how to make. bearing in mind about the stability and space. okay, these are not the stressing part.
the stressing part has nothing to do with my art. it has to do with the people helping me: Mr lim and my dad. well, my dad is the one helping me to construct it so i understand that he needs to know how is it done and all. but the thing is, im being BRAINWASHED by both Mr lim and my dad. Mr lim say it is possible and keeps giving ideas. the way he says it like he knows about the making of it. but when i explain everything to my dad, he tells me another side of it, like its not possible cos the acrylic needs to be thick and blah blah blah. and specially when he said "it will look very funny." and he listed problems about it. but now he tells me, what the hell am i suppose to do?!! go and sleep and dream about changing everything? now that im 25% through this product i cant possibly change the whole idea into something thats on a simple piece of paper by next monday(5 boards submission)!
Brainwashed... im being brainwashed... my mind is super clean now cos its been washed so many times by more than one person. im being brainwashed. how i wish i could drop art as a subject, but no! i cant. art is supposedly one of the good subjects. but noo... im being brainwashed. brainwashed by art. rahh! i wanna complain, but who do i complain to? its been quite awhile since i have problems. arhhhh!!!! kill me. just kill me.

no Loves in this!

COLLEEN;
short & sweet.




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