Dear Diary,

What a tiring day i had. Had our TB jab during the third period, i was the first according to register number, to take the jab in the second batch. As I walked closer to the venue (library), my heart started to beat fast. i started crying as soon as i stepped in the jab-taking room. Ms Yip consoled me but still didn't help actually. I've always been afraid of needles as most nurses would not be able to find the vein on my arm part of the hand so usually end up taking from the wrist there. It was obviously pain. But i kept thinking about somebody and granny. Whenever I was suppose to take jab, my granny somehow gave me the power of not feeling the pain and the courage to jab through without crying. But, as much as i was imagining Ms Yip being my granny, it failed. Anyways, I'll be sure to keep track of the results during this weekend.

Another saddening thing was I think, THINK, Justin and I are on a separation, not that clear.. Well, how i wanted to be there for him, but if he doesn't wanna share with me, I won't use force.
But how i miss him. Though it scares me knowing he is in this state but I guess I wouldn't want myself ended up disturbing him. specially when Mid years are jus around the corner. But let's see how yeah? Maybe next time we'll end up talking again. But you know what. I planned to go hhome straight after school and either catch up with some sleep or give Justin a call. But sad to say, after assembly, my world came crushing down. Well, hope i can move on and not think about him too much. How I'm already so use to talking to someone and that somehow gives me more concentration to study. I don't find it distubing at all (depends who).

Arghh. Lets move on.. After school, after my world was crushed under the rubbers of despair, I totally didn't want to go home at all. If I went home early, I would tend to think alot and I'm sure nobody would want that... hahaha. So I went to Chelsea's house to study and bake cupcakes and pie. We baked banana chocolate cupcakes (heart shape) and Lemon custard Pie. Sounds nice? You'll love it if you love sour sweet stuff. After that, it was around 10 plus. so we went to play afew rounds of karaoke game where we had to sing according to the notes and all, it was so fun.