I love the way you said,
"Baby, I swear I love you."

Dear Diary,

It's been a long time since i updated the blog yeah? oh wells, so many things happened!
First things first, i cut my hair! and its really short now. omggosh! i'm so not use to it. some say it was okay, some preferred my current hair, some say they preferred my previous hair. but on sundae, i checked the ends of my hair and it seemed unhealthy so i decided to cut my hair. chelsea and i went to cut hair together at hougang! its only $7 and i get to keep my tail.(:

Okays, as we all noe valentine's dae is around the corner. i hope you get to enjoy it with the one you love.
For me, i wanted to celebrate it with justin. but due to some matters, i dont think its gonna come true. There's two reasons:
One being i have self awareness camp on 13 the fridae till 14, saturdae which is valentine's dae. but i thought of meeting him after camp, that's if he had no other plans.
The other reason being, my mum checked my hp again. and i guess u knew the rest. i did delete the msges. but i fell asleep on thursdae nite that i was not able to delete some of the msges. so my parents sent out a msg to justin telling him not to msg or contact me due to O levels. and he promised. i know that they are doing this for my own good and all. but did u noe how many sleepless nites i had? it was because i accidentally fell asleep while watching tv that caused my happiness to end. and now i don't really dare to sleep/ fall asleep. the same moments would keep replaying itself, the one about my parents reading my hp and it just scares me, its just so disturbing.
I went to kim's house on saturdae morning. and i admit, we did talk about him but im sooo not gonna say wad we talked. but when i was in the car leaving, i was really unsure about him. should i take my friend's advise to move on cos she told me that he might have already moved on so i should too. or should i just follow my heart, i don't mind waiting for him if he does the same. but surely i wouldn't want to feel cheated. well, i believe he wun cheat me, or is that wad i'm trying to believe? love simply cant get any simpler, can it. anyways, good news is that my mum said she'll allow me to have a bf after O levels and i hope he'll be justin in the end.
i love you, justin.

Loves!
P.S this song is playing on radio now and the lyrics sounds so suitable to what i'm feeling, right now, right this moment:

COLLEEN;
short & sweet.




Reader(s) Online!(:




CHURCH
` Jubilate! ` Steffi ` Chelsea ` Bernard ` Joshua ` Benedict ` Aloysius ` Dawn ` Irene ` Jesse ` Marion ` Zac ` Renyue
SCHOOL
` Qarissa ` Bridget ` Norine ` Eunice ` Crystal ` SaraAnn ` Sabrina ` Clarissa ` Denise
OTHERS
` JosephDaddy ` YaoYang ` NicholasNg ` Jeremy ` HuiZhen ` Tcw ` Alvin
OTHER SITES
` Apple A Day ` My Dirty Little Secret ` Friendster ` BlogSkins ` Blogger

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)