Sweetest love.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 | 11:24 PM
11112oo8,
Dear Diary,Job attachment is finally over. no more free labour! yay! hah. i miss those peeps, they are such nice people. they bought ferro rochers and many other stuff on our last dae! hahahh. how sweet.
Hmm, i brought ah ma out afew daes ago. we went to yishun. glorious glorious shopping! hahah.
den on sundae, we celebrated my parents' anniversary. i din noe wad to give to them. and i noe its abit of a last minute, but i gave them a letter written from deep down in my heart.
den on mondae, me, eunice, kim and jerome went out. we went ang mo kio! we walked around, up and down. hahah. kim was finding for grey shirt and she is one...picky shopper! den we ended up sitting at coffee bean. of all places, why coffee bean! i do not like coffee! but thought their chocolate something something is addictive!
Anyways, todae, i met justin for lunch. well, i ate at home already, so it was more like i accompanied him. den he had to go for work, so i went home. such a boring dae! come on... its a tuesdae! last time, i use to love tuesdae, with all the PCK commedies, i would even rush home to watch! damn.. i miss PCK. whenever i was sad, PCK would defintely be the cure.
Loves!P.S. I got a feeling that me and ahem is drifting apart. well, i noe we are NOT together, but i truely uely like him..and somehow i feel really sad bout it and i defintely dun wan to tell him. he being so busy, of course wun have time for this kind of things, and plus, i noe he will defintely be angry if im sad over such small things. so i dun wan to tell him, later he scold me den things become worst.. but im used to telling him everything! and now i feel so bottled up. Even when we go out, the feeling is different. i dun even noe wad to feel anymore. its like happy that he is with me physically, or sad cause we rarely talk now and i realli realli do not know.. maybe he likes someone else? gosh, that would realli realli be saddening. is he better of without me? sometimes, i feel like im jus a burden cos i always tell him my problems. and he onced told me he hated pple who keeps crying over small problems. shyt! maybe he hates me. totally messed up.