I love the way you said,
"Baby, I swear I love you."

Dear Diary,

I dun think me and ahem will go out much during this holidae anymore.. well, somethings happened and i totally respect his decision. but somehow, i jus realli dun understand or maybe i jus dun wan to accept the fact. i realli love him, and i always will, truely! as wad my friend told me. if the guy was realli meant for u, u two will always end up together, no matter wad conditions we might face. well, that realli comfort me alot. i jus hope i will remember that, noeing that im a very forgetful person. meanwhile, maybe i shall train up alittle, improve my inner self-confidence. haha.

recently, i was out finding jobs. its realli hard. almost got into some but after awhile, i kinda dislike it due to some reasons like finishing work at 1.30AM?!?!?! thats like the next morning! im sure my dad wun allow. hmm, i realli need to find a job, fast! i went to like petshops, starbucks, swensens. well, they allow aged 16. but the swensens one needs to be minimum 3 months, and when i told the manager okay, i'll work 3 months, his face totally changed from friendly to a "i dun think i'll wan to hire you" face. but i kinda admit that the manager looks dam hot! haha.

and for the past few daes, i've been hanging out with chelsea, my twin! haha. she was supposedly finding for a job. but cos she is only 15 so there isnt much opportunity for her thus end up, she accompanies me to continue in search of jobs.
hmm, im still cant get over the fact of his decision. but LIFE STILL MOVES ON..

Loves!

COLLEEN;
short & sweet.




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