I love the way you said,
"Baby, I swear I love you."

Dear Diary,

I feel dam sad and moodless now. i admit, the "ahem" was Justin. he jus toked to me on msn afew mins ago. we kinda quarrelled. i feel so terrible now cos i jus said something terribly wrong and now everything is WRONG.
well, he read my 10 oct post and he said something like why do i sound like he jus dumped me or something. well, i do admit we are not in a relationship now, but i realli love him. and jus becos he asked me that, i nervously jus said that i wasnt toking about him. and that was realli dumb of me. well, guess wad, now he thinks i like somebody else, which i dun! after that, i told him that i was bluffing him about the "i wasnt toking about him" thing and he said he din trust me. and the quarrel began. every word he said jus hurt me so badly.
i realli regret wad i said. i do love him, more den anything else. oh gosh, im realli sorry. well, i doubt he noes how i feel. he tok like as if i was debating against him, like as if he din feel the same way i feel about him. i did tell him that i will wait aftr he told me he din wan to get into a relationship, i will still wait. even after my other friends say he wasnt worth it, i think he is worth a whole lot, thus i think i should wait. argh. i jus dunno wad to do anymore.. everything seems so terribly wrong.
but just wan to tell him: i love you and you realli hurt me alot.

COLLEEN;
short & sweet.




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