Sweetest love.
Thursday, August 28, 2008 | 5:06 PM
28o8o8,
Dear Diary,not sure why, but these few daes, i have loads of ups and downs.
hmm, first of all, Jaacob and i broke up. so fast rite..): it lasted less den one month! and we broke up afew daes before our one month anniversary. well, he did ask many times for patch, but i rejected cos i dun think it has any meaning anymore. we have our differences and all, and we would argue of small things. we did try to tok about it to try to solve the problems but i guess things din work out. so here i stand while another figure beside me is fading away.. anyways, i got over it. lol. well, the last time i talked to him, was 2-3 daes ago? he told me something like
"i lose face going out with you cos you are too short." LIKE WTF?!?!?! haha. i bold it. anyways, out of anger i jus said "FUCK YOU" and blocked him. from den, i never wanted to tok to that person. so annoying. pple was born short, and it isnt any of his problem.. plus, he is also short, well... taller den me but short for a 17 year old GUY. usually guys are taller den girls of the same age.. he is considered short yet he complain about me?!?
k, anyways, im glad to have other friends supporting me. jaacob told me that on msn and at that time, i was chatting with numerous pple online too. and aftr he said that to me, i complain abt he to ALL the people i was chatting with. haha. too bad, who ask him to say me that. NOBODY said that before in my life, and he just had to ruin my self-esteem..
anyways, thats one problem... hmm, prelim passed and most of the results came back.
some subjects like mathematics, i deproved...): very sad... but most i improved!(: happy again. haha. so far i failed one subject out of five. which is considered not bad for me so far..... hmm, highest is my PHYSICS! its like an OMG! i totally expected getting like a just pass for combine science(bio+phy) and always failing physics badly like getting single digit or 20 plus. never once above 35. and now i have like a 70% for physics!! whoo hooo!!! hahahahahahahaha. dam happy. as soon as i got the paper, i was like crying! some of my classmates even thought i failed badly.. but omg, i still cant believe it. IS THIS EVEN MY PAPER??!?!? whoo hooo!! hahahaha. second paper i had 68% which is for english.. not bad though but must improve! den next comes mathematics with 65% for paper one, i wonder wad did i get for paper 2, MRS KUAN! WHERE IS MY PAPER TWO!!!!): and so far, paper one, i deproved... sadd! the last paper i passed was obviously chinese...i passed on the dot! hahaa. 50% like PHEW..i better not fail this or my mother is gonna get my tuition for all the failed subjects, which i hate! anyways, it was my oral and letter writing that pulled me up, the rest i failed. like cant u believe it?!?!OF ALL THINGS...ORAL???? haha. but glad at least i passed overall, i deproved in chinese by one mark! i had 51% for mid year..DARN!-.-'' den comes the hopeless social studies, i scored 34%. like sh*t rite! oh well, i tried.. but i din improved and i din deproved.. i had 34% for midyear too.I HATE HUMANITIES... =x
hmm, that was for exams, now is general..
so far, i have been going online and watching tv and all.. i noe its a bad sign specially if N lvl is jus next week! my parents dunno anything bout it.. =x anyways, tmr is teachers dae! and i feel like my brain is going to explode! i bought a huge pencil case for ms ho, my art teacher cos she uses rubber band to close her current pencil case as its too fat! and i bought and made a photo/love letter album.. with all out love letters from the whole class. well, its suppose to be a class thing but some people din wan to cooperate so in the end, i wasted my money to plan this.. but i dun care, i think it would be very nice to give her that before i leave this sch, so that she will remember she was once a form teacher of 4N5'o8, with me inside.. who noes, i wun be IJtp next year... i might go another school? haha. who noes? god noes..(:
OH ya! almost forgot... last saturdae, my family celebrated my 1st bro and dad's bdae in pasir ris. we had 2 venues.. my dad's party was at the chalet while my bro's party was at the event hall near the chalet. my relatives were invited to the chalet and my friends were at the event hall. invited my cousin, kimberly over to the event hall anyways, she is the same age as me and theres like abit of a age gap so i din wan her to be lonely at the chalet. well, many things happened and it all went by so fast.): first i knew i was with my friends drinking beer with 7-up and the next thing i knew it, i was lieing on a mattress smsing justin till we both fell asleep, i think it was about 2 in the morning? anyways, i had fun and thats all that matters.(:
i gtg now, im hungry... mus go find makan for dinner!(:
p.s. i hope my parents are not reading this or they'll just chop me up from head to toe. =x
