Sweetest love.
Friday, May 23, 2008 | 8:57 PM
23o5o8,
Dear Diary,
so many things happened since i last blogged.wow. 13 april was the last post. it has been almost 1 month since i even used the computer. having to study for mid-year and all, it was just too busy.
updates!
todae i had like ENGLISH ORAL PRELIM. it was scary, my examiner was mrs nicholas, she is so cute but her english is just sooo pow-der-ful! i think im gonna pass but i doubt i can pass with flying colours and rainbow and birds flying and all those stuff la.
anyways, besides having my oral, todae my school celebrates founder's day, which is the last day of school for me. but tmr is gonna get scary, its parent teacher meeting. my parents actually din have to meet my teacher but they said they had SOMETHING to tell my teacher. so suspicious, so mysterious at the same time.
for me, i think i did well for my mid year this year. well, at least i noe i realli studied real hard , chionging since beginning/mid april. passed 4 subjects, failed 3. sadly, i knew i din do the best i could but i did try. i passed my chinese(improved), my science(first time in secondary), mathematics(80+%) and art. failed english(sadd), poa and humanities(suckyy).
well, not only is tmr parents teacher meeting, its augustine's 21(think so) bdae party. augustine is my brother's friend, which is also my friend but rarely talk, super rare.(: knew him from church. anyways it starts at around 6pm from wad i heard.(:
tmr is the 24th, which COULD also be me and justin's 3 month anniversary. could, i repeat COULD. lol. its also my 2nd month break up anniversary with him too..
anyways, change subject. now i totally treat him as a friend, though somehow he treated me like a total stranger during ij fiesta. besides, i like somebody else. BRYAN! but unfortunately, from wad i discovered from my friend is that he doesn't miss me or at least think of me at all, not even as a friend. wtff. aftr knewing that, i cried like almost immediately. he is a total fucker i tell u, stupid asshole. for all these daes since december last year, i've been thinking about him secretly, hoping one dae can patch up and this is wad i hear. fuck fuck fuck. heart dam pain. sighhh...
i actually asked my friend to help me find out if he is still single or attached. and she just had to carry on to ask him if he misses me. if i din noe abt that, i wouldn't be so heartbrokened. but on the bright side, at least i noe i wun have to waste more fucking time. pls dun mind my vulgarness, jus vry sad, angry, heartbrokened right now.
this mondae, im going to thailand(and i hope i nvr need to come back), but i do hope that when i come back, i can start all over again.
i once lost my boyfriend, my bestfriend den my church friends, and all those made my world upside down. so i do realli hope that everything would change by the time i get back. everything be gone! lalala. besides, who needs a boyfriend when u have soooo many girlfriends beside u.(though, most of them only tok to me in school. outside school is a whole new different story.) but who noes, i might even turn into a lesbian(which i cannot even imagine mysef having short hair).
but one thing im totally sure of is that, my mission for this june holidae is to lose a whole hell of alot weight. so if anybody free, dun come and ask me to go out and eat. go out and shop i dun mind. even best if u wan to challenge me to a badminton/tennis match. though i suck at it, i will try and learn and win. wuahaha.
byess!
to ya'll my girlfriends. THE EXGOTS RULE!(:
