Sweetest love.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 | 5:28 PM
26o3o8,
Dear Diary,
this morning, though i did felt sad that mydad CONFISCATED MY PHONE!!!
and i ended up having to listen to my mp4. which curry sauce accidently burst and dirtied the ear piece. but i still had to use that same ear piece (but i washed most of the stains off) cos i did not have anything else to listen to since my hp is gone.
in sch, i was kinda trying to feel happy. but its jus that no hp, very disturbing.. i was having a feeling like as if something or someone was missing. obviously it was my hp and the who was justin...):
anyways, i tried not to be so sad since i noe justin is like gonna be telling "dun be sad" and all. so yea, i tried to hang out wif my besties! but the thing is... both my partners most of the time have their phone wif them. and they would be smsing in class infront (well, beside) me and having known that my hp is not with me, SADD...
kk, anyways, first period was HHF. it was something like PE but only a different subject and we do it together with the whole level. we ran around the enormously huge school. i forgot how many rounds we ran todae, din realli keep track. but as usual, i would be infront where they say "the slowest runs infront"? so, i think im the slowest. and i want to be the slowest so i can run at my own pase. and as usual, i would run infront and back and infront again and back and infront..
aftr school, lynn, bridget, cass and me, went to eat lunch at the kopitiam located at the interchange downstairs(our usual lunch place). guess wad i ate.... AN APPLE! not that i was on a diet. just that i did not want to spend my plastic notes.(: plus, i din have any coins..
aftr lunch, we walked to toa payoh library and aftr that, cass and i headed down to ntuc where she bought some japanese biscuit and i bought some chocolate thing "voodooo". it looked nice and it was the last one left! but it cost $3.95(there goes my plastic note! sadd).
aftr that, cass and i walked to the busstop while exaimining the "voodooo" chocolate. omgg! it was sooo sweeet!!! aftr eating the first bite, i looked at the nutricient table at the back, OMGG! I JUST BOUGHT SOMETHING THAT CONTAINS A TOTAL FAT OF 15.2G AND CARBOHYDRATE=62.3G!! omgg omgg omgg! fattening!!! and i will feel sad and bad to jus put it to waste. so im planning to give my skinny skinny brother. =x make him fat fat! ha.
anyways, im home now.. chocolate is dumbed in the fridge.(:
and guess wad. my dad jus came home and he jus nagged at me.
"colleen, i told u to ask me for permission to use the computer."
so i asked NICELY! "daddy, can i use the computer for my work?"
and he jus walked off. wth..
totally do not noe wad to feel right now.
anger? sad? depressed? hatred?(of course not, he is my dad aftr all)
but, jusin is gone, my hp is gone, usage of watching tv is gone, now my freedom of using the computer is gone. i wonder wat else will possibly be gone.. practically everything is gone. my life is gone. now only concentrating on study study study.
i shall sing myself a song...
"LONELY!! OH MR LONELY! I AM SO LONELY! IM ALL ALONEEEE! OH WUUUUU!"
yea! i makes me feel better.(: now im gonna listen to my favourite radio channel: 98.7FM. YEA!
p.s. one of my bestie also known as my sister, iylia is gonna give me a handie from maroon5 concert! plus! it has the drummer's signature on it! cool yO!
and guess wad. i lost 2kg. wuahahahaa. feeling great all of a sudden!(:
