I love the way you said,
"Baby, I swear I love you."

Dear Diary.
firstly, DID YOU MISS ME?!?! hahahaha.
anyways, im jus came back from my sec4 self awareness camp. it was realli cool.
fridae din had lessons.(: it was held in some home where nuns stays, located in holland road. oh ya! the bed was realli cool. although its not much of a comfy bed, but i practically sank in the mattress. LOL! i could even feel parts of the metal thing at the bottom. but, it was better den sleeping on the floor anyways. hmm, we played games and more games. shared some stories. bonding stuffs, talk here talk there. slack here slack there. order macdonalds in the middle of the nite and all. it was realli fun. i will definitely miss it.
anyways, ya'll noe that my worst enermy, starts wif rebecca, is in my class rite? well, during the camp, i had to like bond with everybody rite? anyways, while mrs kuan was talk and all. i kept thinking... this is like the second last year or maybe the last year im stayin in the school. should i like forgive and forget so that everybody can like properly bond.? i was like confuse la. cos i seriously seriously din like her cos of the past and wad she did and all. but i guess, i should aftr all, forgive wad. everybody should have more then a second chance rite? 2 is definitely not enough. plus, its considered a good deed to do something good i guess.(:
hmm, so now, i think i'll jus try to tok to her la. besides, I LOVE TO SEE PEOPLE HAPPY.
WHEN PEOPLE ARE HAPPY, IM HAPPY.(: thats sot of my moto la. cos im not so much of a saddist person nor a emo person. well, i can act! and even if im crying, doesn't mean im emo la okay! anyways, recently im trying to get not stressed. IM GETTING EYE RINGS FOR GOODNESS SAKE! sadd...
hmm, next topic. omgg, recently i also feel quite lonely. not much comments as before. not much people smsing me anymore. msn is like nobody. unless its like they are bored den tok. but maybe one or two are nice enough to talk to me even if they are busy.(: haha. ok la, i admit, im ABIT of an attention seeker but who is not la. its like depressing to find out, nobody cares for u, u noe? anyways, feeling quite down now, though i wan to be happy. i jus got off the phone with a fwen of mine. we not exactly quarreled, but aii ya. dunno wads wrong with him la. at first, i was so happy that wow, somebody is gonna call me to tok to me and all. but end up i have no idea wad happen to him. he likes to call me names and come on la, i have feelings u noe. but nvm, i give him. everything, i also give in. and i think he totally noes that la.but no, it continues.. alittle bit annoying can. plus all the vulgarities? like fcuk here fcuk there? wad am i suppose to say?! he sounded like he was angry and all. i kept saying sorry for nuts! and still, wad did i do sia. wth. if got bad mood den why call me in the first place? to vengar the anger on me? i dun think u are those kind of pple la. omgg, wads happening.beginning of the year, everything was great. although end of last year, it was a terrible moment, but i got over it aftr awhile.
but who noes, im dam lonely now...

From,
Colleen

COLLEEN;
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