I love the way you said,
"Baby, I swear I love you."

todae, i jus found out my mother have been CHECKING ON ME. like wat the hell? she purposely create an account so that she could see my friendster profile. where is my life heading? WHERE THE HELL IS MY PRIVACY? i cannot have a laptop, i cannot have a boyfriend, i cannot do this, i cannot do that. so what can i do? study all dae? is that what they want? well, i can't. and everybody noes that. i can't and i dun wan! and who gave you the right to invade my privacy?! my friendster is like EVERYTHING TO ME. and u JUS had to noe about it. what else can i do?! all im living is a lie. a life filled wif lies. but its not that i want it to be. its you made me this way. if all along, u jus allowed me to do what i want. all this won't happen rite? example, if u allowed me to have a boyfriend from the start. maybe with some terms and condition like inviting him at home? getting to noe him first? make sure he is not some bad people tat they think all guys now are. if like that, wun it be better? studies has nth to do wif this problems. they keep saying, it will affect ur studies and all. but by them doing wat they are doing now, it is affecting my life! my mind! making me wan to go against them. why can't they be more MORDERN and give their own children their privacy. privacy doesn't cost any money. if they jus gave me my own freedom, and PRIVACY, i wun even need to ask them to buy all sots of things. like wtf. now, i need somebody to talk to, my best friend's phone is engaged. bf wants to WATCH TV. but end up he called jus now. but i needed time alone. the minute my mum asked me to show her my friendster. i totally broked down. though i expected she would ask me aftr noeing she viewed me wif a fake name under her account that has her email address in it.

all i want is my privacy. i have no own room, i cannot go out whenever i want, i dun have a private computer. and now my internet is starting to get invaded?!?!
as much as i want to be a normal girl, i also want freedom.

i am who i want to be.
dun judge me and stop telling what to do.

COLLEEN;
short & sweet.




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