I love the way you said,
"Baby, I swear I love you."

argh. i feel so STUPID! so USELESS! such an idiot!
why is all this happening.. i regret.. i realli do.
im sorry to say i liked u. im sorry to have started all this. IM JUS SORRY!

i realli dunno wad to do. i have made something that i realli regret.
its jus that, it has been a long time since i toked to bryan. and when this aftrnoon i saw his friendster, everything changed. he became single?!?! aftr seeing, i din noe weather did he still loveed me. i thought everything was gone. i thought jus becos of nvr contact for alot of daes, he would give up on me. but i called him. i felt so happy to hear his voice again. it was realli amazing. but he was sleeping, so nvm. i wait till he wakes up. aftr toking to him the whole entire dae. i realised i did something stupid. realli stupid. yes, i do like nicholas. but i do love bryan the same time. i like nicholas ever since the first dae comfirmation camp. but i kept telling mysef that its jus puppy love, and i truly love bryan. but no.
WHY ON EARTH AM I SO STUPID AND STUBBORN??!!?
until last nite, during the novena SHINE JESUS SHINE, i told nicholas i liked him. he held my hand. at that point. i knew i was doing something bad. i mean come on.. i have a boyfriend whose name is bryan and jus becos i have nvr contacted him becos of my parents for a long while, doesn't mean he dun love me anymore. i dun wan to two time. and i realli do love bryan alot. i realli do. i would even give up my life for him. im serious.yes, wad vivian told me was true. i was too into it. but its too late. i love him too much, i cnt bare to let him suffer. now, bryan wans to find nicholas. of course im angry rite.. i already told nicholas that i onli love one person and that is bryan. at least i nicholas knew, so bryan no need to create trouble la. i realli dun like pple who LIKES to create trouble. its so saddistic! aniways, now jus becos im angry, i scolded bryan.. i scolded him of his character and attitude, i realli made him angry this time. im realli sad, now he so angry. it realli hurts me deep deep inside. why am i crying for something i started it? am i realli having no brains at all? im stupid to start all this. i shud onli love one person and that is bryan. i said sorry to bryan but he does sound angry. i hope he would accept my apology. but still, i dun wan him to go and find nicholas and wait for him outside of sch and all. bryan, im sorry. nicholas, im sorry. im sorry to started all this.

Bryan,

i dunno if u will read this. but all i wan to say is im sorry for scolding u and making u upset. i noe im in the wrong. i was jus trying to encourage u to go church. thats all. cos u noe la, im a person who goes church every week. a normal catholic person. and u noe me well rite, that i realli love a guy wif good character, but i am still sorry to say all those to hurt u, i realli din mean it. im realli sorry. but i was jus saying wad was in my mind. i did not noe it would make u so angry. it realli makes me cry to see u angry. please dun get angry anymore, i promise i will end it all. im sorry. i love you, i realli do. please forgive me...

colleen.

COLLEEN;
short & sweet.




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